i have to admit.. i miss school

i have to admit.. id rather be in school kesa andit lang sa house. kain tulog. buti pa sa school i could see my friends. masaya kahit fuck ang profs. atleast nalilibang ako. nagkkaron ng laman utak ko. nakakabobo dito sa house. hai. i feel so pathetic. naaawa ako sa srili ko. parang the only bestfriend i have are my dogs and the pc. fuck. i feel so miserable. no wonder walang magka gusto sakin coz im so fucked up and ugly.